it hurts my head to try to think about that... its too confusing

i dunno i dont think i really know ..

my impression has been that everything is there... just in different places..

have you read about body memories?

i try not to think about those things too much...

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maybe if i wasnt so confuddled and could think in a coherent manner i could think deeper about it

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maybe if i wasnt so disconnected i would understand lol, this really sucks, memory and i don't get along.. but i know there is somatization..