hello. The really real frozen feeling reminds me of shock. After I got back my connection to a truly bad expereince with my mom from when I was little and it was all coming out in pieces and flashes but with terrible terrible feelings in my dreams-- afterwards during my waking hours That how I felt: 'frozen'. I think it was the shock of realizing just how evil things had been and that this was my own mother being so evil. that I just froze with such a all consuming undeniable sensation. IT was so much to take in and process. I was like that walking around for almost two weeks. I was wiped out and only with the passing of time did my feelings settle down. It was just that awful.

Then after that I was stronger. This was my life and my expereinces and my feelings and having them as my own actually made me stronger and clearer in who I was and what I had come from. This was during the last years of my therapy and this process would replay tiself each time I had what I referred to as a 'memory dump' which usually connected in my dreams.

What it is you are expereincing-people are different so I cant say that what I expereinced is exactly like what you are experiencing but I can tell you that I truly do beleive that we get things back - we touch our msot basic connections to where we come from and what we ahve come through only when we are ready and strong enough to work through and process/accept these feelings and experiences.

Take care, and dont be afraid. The brain is incredible and you are stronger than you likely know. Add your faith and big heart to this mix and I beleive you are going to come through this with flying colors. Even when the bumps and hurts hit you it will still be good for you to reconnect and process your original feelings and expereinces. I know this is scary, but it is all part of you becoming and embracing you as you.