Hey everyone. Thank you so much for the support. Last night was a hard night. In terms of PT, I understand what everyone is saying, but I was so stressed that I decided maybe it is not the right place for me at this time, and finding someplace else in replacement of that, would be better. I do realize that it is MY reaction to the place. And i dipped my toes in there. I do think it was out of my comfort zone, and although I know i could have gone on with it. I decided for now, to find someplace else, and continue with the exercises and instructions they did give me.

In terms of the phone counseling, thank you again so much for the support. I am feeling better about it today. My supervisor there is also very nice, and emailed me today and said to feel free to let her know if i have anymore questions or concerns. When i met with her the other day, she let me have a copy of the volunteer manual that she gives out at trainings. I'm going to go over it later.

Alison, you're right, it would most probably be way more concerning if I WASN'T worried about doing a good job.