Hello PC people, I hope everyone is hanging in there.

I'm a little more up today than previously reported, so my micro-steps are working so far.

However, the more I sort through my mess, the more I see and understand the abuse I have experienced from people I should have been able to trust, and this causes grief. With each new revelation, I don't just have to re-evaluate myself, but also those that hurt me. This is hard, but with each step forward, I'm feeling a bit of the weight lift off my shoulders. The weight is miniscule, but it's still enough to feel it happening.

--Ceara1010