If I were you, I would see my pdoc for an adjustment. If you're on the right meds and the right dosages, you won't be sedated. You are manic right now, it seems clear from your posts. The obsessing can't be fun. I obsess, too, to a lesser extent, but it is very anxiety-inducing. If you see your doctor he/she can help with making the agitation and anxiety go away or lessen.

I'm sorry you're dealing with this. I hope you will tell your doctor what is going on.