Thanks to all who replied.
I do not feel we had accomplished anything productive in awhile. She wanted me to tell her what i wanted to work on and i don't have an answer. We had been arguing sometimes and i had been going home upset. She offered for me to come in and just talk about my week, but to me that sounded an awful lot like paying her to be my "friend." So i didnt know what to do with her. So i ended it. I asked for my file, which she gave me (minus some insurance stuff) which included some items i had given to her personally, which hurt my feelings some. Yesterday i came home and cried myself to sleep. I am feeling somewhat better today.
I do not have a backup person, but i could ask for someone to be assigned to me at the clinic where my pdoc is. But i don't want anyone else.