Hi people!
My "problem" is quite common in our society, I think, but this time I'm the affected one and I'm really having a very bad time. 3 years ago I moved to another city in Spain for reasons of work. The company gives us the possibility to do language classes (english in this case) during our work-time and I decided to do it. I joined a really kind class-group of persons (3 man and 1 woman). There are lots of details but there's no time now to explain everything. The thing is that this woman is married and she's got 1 chid. Theorially it was a perfect couple. The time passed and that girl and I, We falled in love the one with each other. We have had our "private" moments, probably because we didn't realized about what we were doing but the facts are there and what it's done, it's done. In june this year, I went on holidays with my girlfriend hoping to come back pretty soon in order to see her (my colleague) again and keep on with our "secret" relationship. But during my absence she put in order her ideas and she decided to stop with our "game". I really thought that she felt about me something similiar to what I feel about her, but I didn't count on that she has a husband and a 3 years old baby. How could I compete with that?? I know, I was completely blind, probably because love is blind. We are trying right now to be just good friends but it's getting so difficult to me. I'm completely in love with her and I don't know what to do. In some moments I would prefer to be dead because of the deep pain I feel inside. If someone wants and can help me I am completely ready to give more details and/or answer any question. Thanks in advande to everyone.