My first very serious attempt was met with total disgust from my parents who found e and my p doc. My mother was furious because I fell on and broke her table. My P doc told them to put me to bed. I OD'd on a bottle of Seconal; I should have died. When I found out all of these reactions, I was very sorry I survived. Guilt came after another attempt when I saw my husband break down and cry. I was never glad I survived.
I used to be an EMT/Paramedic and I know how most of them feel about psych calls. They are disgusted by them.