Thanks to all of you for your advice and concern. I took your advice about asking for help and when my psychiatrist didn't respond to my e-mails I went to his office and waited that day until he could fit me in. He admitted me and I have been in the hospital for the past 2 weeks. He did a major drug overhaul and I am feeling better although still mildly depressed and quite fatigued.
I now have another issue to deal with involving my teen son but I will post that in another thread.
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