I am thinking about what Lucy said. I am thinking she might be right - but at the same time, I do feel the need to connect on this issue, and discussing my eating habits might be helping, because I keep it in the closet with the rest of my life typically. I figure, discussing and being honest is new for me, I tell you more then I tell my husband, and I tell him everything. But eating and what I eat and how much I eat is such a private thing... Here I feel like I don't have to hide. So I am going to keep doing it. I haven't seen progress because of it, but I also can't blame my sharing as to why I am over eating. I am glad I am not dealing with it alone.

I ate 5 ice cream bars yesterday, besides regular meals and some funyuns. I haven't slept yet because I had some coffee late. It is 6am my time, my stomach is upset - constipation again, so I am drinking cups of bullion to push things thru. It always works by 3-4 cups. On my second now - the warm liquid in my stomach takes away the stabbing pains.

I feel very warm and caring towards you all for sharing your experiences and letting me share mine judgement free. <3