I know how u feel Kendyll... HUGS... It took me forever to find the right antipsychotic for me; my pdoc put me on a very minimal dose of trazadone to sleep; he said it was once the top antidepressent prescribed earlier on. And then I take lithium and valium which also have somewhat of an antidepressant effect. Maybe you could talk to ur pdoc about trying something else that's major use is not an antidepressant because there are many drugs out there like for example some anticonvulsants are used as mood stabalizers ie topamax. so maybe he/she could try you on a different med if needed to help out with that. Good luck. Hope things go well for u and take Care, Danielle