t,

thanks for ur words of encouragement for today.

i woke up at 3am thinking about you. it was painful. i kept envisioning me with all these strings attached to you. and this giant pair of scissors just cutting them.

maybe its withdrawals from the 8 day drug binge, but i dont feel well lately. i feel devoid of all positive emotion. everything feels too massive to do except laying in my bed with my swarming thoughts. i want a vacation from myself

me