Sometimes we ask for things in prayer and as in your case find or have things revealed that thinking back we think we did not really want to know. This is not a time to be angry with God, it is a time to praise Him. I believe that often things are opened to us when we are ready and able to handle things that have happened to us in the past. Lots of times we need to continue the counselling to learn how to deal with this new found knowledge and how it applies to our life now. I like the way that counseling shows us that there are four sides to every coin, meaning four ways of looking at things that did not occur to us at the time. Kind of like taking the blinders off, as we may only see one way ahead, when really there are many ways to handle problems. Going to God, in prayer helps us over the hills and bumps, and makes life easier to bear.