Thank you - I have hope for it. My goal with my T was to be healed and whole - or to die. I could not continue on as I had been for so many years. His therapy has helped so much but I do agree with him and with the pdoc that the Lexapro might be the final touch to my healing. I am also meditating and doing yoga which have done a great deal to calm me. Not to mention - my T told me many months ago to try to go 3/4 speed instead of full speed til I dropped and that has also helped. I don't think I could have survived this past year without my T and all his support and love and compassion for my situation.