I am used to having a T that calls me back if I leave a message. My T doesn't. I left 2 messages for her this week and no phone call. I feel like I'm being needy but gosh darn I need to talk to her. I don't need to talk to the nurse that I am beginning to think I don't like her very much. The clinic I used to go to had several T's that could talk to me in a crisis but my new clinic I guess only the nurse calls you back and then says I'll call you back tomorrow after talking with the pdoc. I guess she just takes all the messages and bombards him after hours. I miss my old clinic...I miss the way Steve did it. I miss Steve. I just can't go back to the old clinic knowing he's not there. I know that probably sounds whiny but I feel whiny today and don't know how to bring this up with the new T tomorrow. I see my T and then get my Risperdal Consta shot. Luckily tomorrow is a lab day in my afternoon class so they aren't going to take attendance so I can go home after and make my cream puffs. Thanks for reading.

Jbug