This cancer, this monster that feeds from the inside. Has no heart, has no soul, takes away those we know. Four stages this beast, G/F is stage three............More tests are needed to see if four.

Next monday the insert under the skin of box like thing for beginning chemo. Do scans of heart, before radiation. They wish to slow and decrease size before they cut and remove.

So again I say WTF.....Now she sits in backyard with her three dogs. They big huggables they are, 110lbs.--115lbs.--140 ? lbs...And they walk close by. They are her LOVES. Me?.....Still her rock (but crumbling slightly)