I started masturbating around age 5 or 6. I had absolutely no idea it was masturbation (or anything sexual) until my teens - even though I got the sex talk around age 10 (strange, apparently. Once in a while online I'll find threads like this and I'm always surprised how many people's parents never talked to them about sex. My mom explained it to me and recall being disgusted), somehow what I was doing never registered as sexual. I would just keep rubbing with some bunched up blankets until I felt a certain release. It's usually been to certain types of fantasies - more like mental videos not involving myself but always involving certain kinds of situations I guess I have a fetish for.

Oh, and sometimes I'll wake up horny around 4am or so. No real reason. I"ve never looked at porn either; never had the interest.

I've only had sexual feelings for a few actual people. I tried cybersex with someone (who I really liked, too!) and got bored halfway through. I'm just now (age 22) starting to really register people as attractive. Outside of my mind though, I tend to find the idea of actual sex disgusting. Most of the time it just isn't on my radar, at all. I'm more likely to imagine cuddling up to someone than f!ing them.