this is the time of night when i really have no one anymore.

****ing hell, we should be skyping right now... in my perfect world we would be. and that other dude just ****ed off and didn't say bye when he was done with me. no pics for him i guess. too bad he's all i can manage right now. but he just isn't my ex (it still feels weird to call him that... it's unreal...)

i just want - no, need - romance again. someone who loves me who i love in return and can talk for hours with about anything and everything. someone to share my entire being with, pure intimacy... i don't have that with anyone anymore. it hurts...

i fkin hate being single