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Old Jun 11, 2016, 12:34 AM
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My father is paying my trip but honestly in my head it feels like she wants me to change my relationships because she doesn't approve of them. What I am so angry about is she doesn't know them and she passes such harsh judgement on them finding at least one trait to complain to me about. I have been asking her daily what she wants me to do and I have been following through with it. She asks me to put clothes on the line I do it. Today I asked her what she wanted me to do but right now she is eating. Basically I have to ask her because she doesn't trust I will do anything correct unless she asks me to do it even then there is always a fault with it. I feel quite discouraged because i don't do it perfectly the first time and then she acts like she has to teach me how to do everything. Even things like bedmaking, I have been shown hundreds of times but whenever I do it and it literally looks the same as when she does it but it is never really good enough. I am starting to feel like a retard and that really frustrates me.
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