Should I email you to tell you I managed to get some sleep after emailing you and that I felt a but better when I work up? Can I text you to tell you that instead? It is a Saturday and I don't want to bother you but then I do at the same time. Decision making in relationships is not an easy thing for me. What is right and what is wrong. Is there a right and a wrong? You have said that it is OK to send emails so maybe I should go with that but then you have never said I can't text when I have done in the past but all the ones in the past have been just to let you know I emailed. I can wait, maybe I should just try that but I want to let you know I am ok, though I don't know if you want to know or not, but does what you want matter? It does to me. I have something on this afternoon so maybe I will wait until after that and see what I am thinking then. I don't want you to worry but then I do want you to worry at the same time. Hoping you read your emails this morning and reply but doubting it and doubting a little that you actually care.