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Day 16 today, and am I ever glad I took my antabuse supervised yesterday, and I forced myself to take it again this morning. I woke with crazy strong urges to just check out and drink. But I don't really want to do that. I have my shift at the Distress Centre today from 12-4 and I want to make that, because doing it, always makes me feel better. So I know I'll be ok, once I get there.
Really struggling with motivation at the moment.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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