really thank you. I just found out this week that I am pregnant with him. And he still doesn't answer my calls or texts. It hurts, but I realized that I am alone in this and the only way I can fix it is to get rid of the baby and restart my life with new strengths and new desires and to get of everything that was him for me, too. I can't bring a baby to this, it's not his fault I was that idiot to love so much and trust so much a man that treats me now like this. I am kind of under shock, I mean we were trying to have one, but the fact that not even now, that it happened, it's not changing his reactions, I can not take it anymore.