I have family, I moved with my parents because I'm opening a bookshop in september and I had to cut the spendings. Now, I have no job, no money, no insurance, living with my parents, dealing with his behavior and the breakup. How could I have the baby? It's irresponsible, I feel. And I feel that I will never get rid of this if I bring the child, how could I look at him knowing what his father did to me, to us? Why should I be forever connected with such an evil person and hateful and with such lack of character?