I get triggered when i think people are manipulating me too. For me it being asked lots of questions. Idk. Like they words they use or they way they ask or just that i dont understand why someone would,ask me that..i guess. Idk like they are fidhing for stuff to use against me or something. I know even tho they act all stupid about it that my family knows if they asks certain questions in certain ways using certain words, that the dum blabber mouth will take over n no one else can get thru until they tell dummy to be quiet like they didnt ask for any iinfo at all! But they don't think we have any "real" illnesses just that we are lazy and on drugs. No one i know of uses any drugs! And i have asked our T and SO and they both say no too..n no stranger has ever come up to me and acted like i would want drugs...so i know our family uses our DID against us! Also we had a T over a yr ago who was bringing in interns and asking me to sign my name like 3xs a session and asking all sorts of dum obvious questions like if we really did have DID then how come...or why do..and then kept telling me that i was pretty much like,exactly the same as ♡??!! And so then no way we have DID... and im like lady why do you keep trying to insist i dont have DID when I never asked n dont give a rat butt about any of this dum crap i just want to talk about our SO!! Come to find out after she quit the office n we were seeing another T who was filling out paperwork stuff for us, she put down like a bunch of codes n i asked what they ment n she showed me the comp screen it,was a list of our dxs and first one DID! So im all wtf?? Asked who dxd that n she clicked a couple more screen and said our last T dxd it like 2yrs ago! New T was all im sure she told you that n im like nope last time i renember seeing her i think was only like 2wks b4 she quit. She talked down to me like i was some dum kid n was all i really dont think you hace DID i mean do you know how rare that is? N im like no i dont. I dont care about dxs n stuff like that for the million xs. Your talking to the wrong gurl lady! New T was all shocked n told me yeah she read our Dxs b4 she met us but its pretty obvious. So weird! Why do Ts lie n keep stuff that isnt theres to keep! More manipulation! ~♦