I've been depressed for awhile, and because of it I've ended up pushing away multiple friends. Just recently my ex best friend and I got into a huge fight. We actually were both dealing with depression. It was pretty bad and we worked at the same job which made it even worse. After I quit, she told me she no longer wanted to be in contact with me. A month later, I messaged her apologizing. She said "Thank you for your message I really appreciate it. Hope you're doing well." Then about two days later I texted her a picture of something that reminded me of her and she responded to that as well. Both times she texted back almost immediately. I've always known her to be very forgiving and I really miss her. I want to message her again, but I'm trying to wait it out. She said she didn't want me speaking to her anymore, but she didn't block me on anything and now she's responding to me.

After our initial fight, we made up and talked it out, but it was through text/Facebook. I'm a face to face kind of person and every time I attempted to ask to meet with her in person, she never responded. I know she has bad anxiety and this whole thing probably made her anxious, but all I want to do is see her again and tell her how much I miss her.