She has made it clear what her directions are. I think you already know what you need to do. It sounds like your real concern now is whether or not you should be in relationship with your girl friend. Perhaps she is not the right one for you.

Life dealt you a couple hands that looked good, but they did not play out well. You loose a few chips. You move on. It is going to happen. Again and again.

How have you coped with disappointment in the past?

What can you apply to this situation?

What new can you learn?

How can this event teach you to cope with future problems?