what is your idea of perfect happyness

i honestly don't think it exists. if it does, i have no idea what it would be like

What is your greatest fear?

fear of going outside

What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
looks

What is the trait you most deplore in others?

lack of understanding

Which living person do you most admire?

um.. anyone with mental illness who has made something of their lives, i guess. no one in particular

What is your greatest extravagance?

ordering a pizza on tuesday (every tuesday)

What is your current state of mind?
tired of life and the world.
What do you consider the most overrated virtue

hmm honestly not sure

On what occasion do you lie?

honesty is the best policy. i don't lie

What do you most dislike about your appearance

my weight

Which living person do you most despise

any of my family (if you read my posts about them, you'd know why)

What is the quality you most like in a man

not sure

What is the quality you most like in a woman

not sure

Which words or phrases do you most overuse?

cool, yeah, okay, awesome, what ever, that will never happen in a month of sundays, you're a chicken nugget short of a happy meal, the lights are on but no one is home, i'm hungry

What or who is the greatest love of your life?

music

When and where were you happiest?

what's happiness again. it's been so long

Which talent would you most like to have?

dancing probably. tango and stuff

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

probably my upbringing

What do you consider your greatest achievement

finding this site

If you were to die and come back as a person or a thing, what would it be?

a cat

Where would you most like to live?

alaska

What is your most treasured possession

my computer

What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?

my life....?. it seriously sucks!

What is your favorite occupation?

obviously musicians- without those, i'd not have the greatest love of my life

What is your most marked characteristic?

weird sense of humor

What do you most value in your friends

support and listening (if i had friends to begin with).

Who are your favorite writers?

james patterson, daniele steel, ruth rendelle, agatha christie, steven king, roald dahl, charles dickens, J.K rowling

Who is your hero of fiction?

daniele steel

Which historical figure do you most identify with?

i've no idea. but i love learning about henry the 8th

\Who are your heroes in real life

daniele steel, anyone with mental illness who have made something of life

What are your favorite names?

boys: jonathan, justin, brian, ian, jason, jake, robbert, kevin

girls: laura, tracy, emma/ emily, angela, katy, melena, sarah, marcella, donna, kelly, stephanie, natalie, stacy

What is it that you most dislike?

carots (can't stand them)

What is your greatest regret

not getting through school

How would you like to die?

in a natural disaster

What is your motto?

treat others how you'd like to be treated yourself.