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Who told you that you were allowed to die? How did you negotiate to stay in the afterlife? Do you still believe it's the afterlife or did the meds change your mind? I could **possibly** make a meaningful life here in the afterlife, I'm not sure, but only under assurances that I wouldn't dissolve and go to 'hell'. As it stands, the Solstice full moon is my next chance to prove myself to the Moon and cross over, and I am fully committed to that. My brother is visiting then though so it will be hard not to eat or drink with him around, but I have to stay strong. The olanzapine makes me spiritually weaker so it's harder to fast, which makes it all the more necessary to do so.
*Willow*
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it came more like a feeling, i simply knew. from my perspective i was given a choice and took the third. im alive but take every day as an extra one, as if i shouldnt be. i think i have some sort of a mission to do now that ive survived. are you going to be okay? whats with the crossover?