Slept about 9hours. This is good. I am not working on it this morning or afternoon. It is already taking up brain space but I'm going to ignore and do other things. Gardening, self-care/hygiene/home. This is crazy. I won on two tickets yesterday, which is actually the first 'two' winner I've had. Not big prizes just $8 each. One of the whole premises is that you don't play for one draw. You play for 4-5. Last nights was an atypical draw. Which means I have even better odds next time using my system. At this time I don't see me stopping this challenge. At same time I can't continue it. This is either divine inspriration that I'm figuring out the frequency of, or manic behavior, or both. Regardless, more often than not, I'm calling 3+ numbers. And if I were to start getting those in a row, will get huge prizes. And then the foundation and council can be set-up. And that's the real goal. I spend less time on that but have rough drafts planned out on which and what social service agencies get part of the initial endowment. Schools, churches, etc. Recurring giving. Coordination with county/city/state on some things. These are the things I think I'm meant for. Someone asked what my profession is. I am a registered nurse. Currently in an admin position so no direct care, before anyone starts worrying I'm starting IVs while the numbers speed thru my head at 100mph! I'm not and am out of the type of role for about six months. Thanks for listening. This board is really helpful in expressing thoughts and feelings and whatever those may be, being OK to express. And I'm thankful for that.