Since I once, during psychosis, heard and obeyed the voice of God, I know people will be frightened that I may hurt my/ their children. That said, I never would. All of my thoughts and actions have been self focused and my family can recognize my prodronal symptoms. My sister who is fully aware of my train of thoughts and actions, still trusts me fully with her own children.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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