I'm nuts!!! Totally freaking nuts!!! Too many guys...Another guy...I'm scared! Mentally gone. No state of mind. My mind isn't even in-state. It left Chicago on the tollway a long, long time ago. I'm almost paranoid tonight looking, watching, for this one particular guy who has only "talked" to me! I double check every shadow I see. I even double checked looking at a 14 year old boy to be sure it wasn't him!!! The guy is deaf and we talked by punching in messages on his phone--a Sidekick. He wanted to talk, watch TV, "have some fun". I don't know what that last part meant and I got scared. Can't I/Will I ever have a normal life?!?!