((((wmd))))

my heart goes out to you and your gf....... i am sorry you are both going through this...... i also have a long family history of all types of cancer....... my mother and both her sisters all died of brain cancer, and all had breast cancer as well. my father and brother died within 3 months of each other, both from colon cancer. and my sister had breast cancer and a double mastectomy at 40. it is a tough, evil, unforgiving disease that i wouldnt wish on my worst enemy, because i've seen so many people i love suffer from it. i know when my brother was 4th stage and in constant pain he relied on those who loved him to stay strong for him...... and i understand how the rock can start to crumble.... but please keep trying. sometimes with cancer, hope, love, and support can go a long way in making things a little easier to bear......

you will stay in my thoughts......