I wonder what you will discuss with your supervisor tomorrow when you take my dream to them. I appreciate your asking and hope that means you will be open with me about what you talk about. I think I know what you meant when you said that we are all on our own really but yes, I suppose we can talk about it Tuesday. Thanks for writing those words though. I am here. Says a lot to me. I wonder if I could get you to write it in my journal for me or if that would be too much. Maybe I will ask you if you could think about it. I just wish these dreams would stop already, I wish I could just get my head to shut up but I think the only way out is through, I just hope you have the patience and the will to stick with me. Like I wrote in my journal, this could be one hell of a ride.