Still doing very badly. SI, agitation, low mood, irritable and inpatient. Doctor added Latuda and increased Lamotrigine. I hope it kicks in soon. Still, I am IP right now so i will be walking a fine line getting on a plane less that 24 hours after discharge! I am going on a 4 day holiday on Thursday morning. At least I have that to look forward to but coming home scares me as I won't have anything to look forward to and have to get back to work which I am not up to right now. Worried i might do something.