my brother passed away a year ago i went to see him at the chapel of rest and since then i haven't exactly been the same, atleast twice a week i find myself looking up photos of dead people in there coffins and cant seem to stop i feel like its become almost an obsession im not sure how to stop or why im doing it and have been looking online and struggling to find anything related. Please help me and let me know if this has happend to anyone else it. It makes me feel so ashamed and im not sure how to mention it to other people