Quote:
Originally Posted by harlyivyquinn
my brother passed away a year ago i went to see him at the chapel of rest and since then i haven't exactly been the same, atleast twice a week i find myself looking up photos of dead people in there coffins and cant seem to stop i feel like its become almost an obsession im not sure how to stop or why im doing it and have been looking online and struggling to find anything related. Please help me and let me know if this has happend to anyone else it. It makes me feel so ashamed and im not sure how to mention it to other people
|
Hello harlyivyquinn. I'm sorry for your loss of your brother.
This is an interesting question. A few years ago I became interested in seeing the photos of dead people in the Victorian era. So I went to YouTube of course, because everything is on YouTube lol.
So, I chose the file I thought I was interested in seeing, it was a series of photos of children. But a second or two after seeing the first photo I became filled with revulsion and horror.
I couldn't stop crying and I was horribly shaken.
I didn't have a compulsion to see anymore photos of the dead.
If you are still compelled to look up those photos, what is it about them that fascinates you?
