I don't want to be at work again today. I'm still feeling this overwhelming hopelessness, and I just don't want to be here anymore. I'm going to call around this afternoon to get an appointment with a new counselor. I just don't think it's right to leave every appointment crying, especially when lately I spend most of my appointments crying anyway. I'm just anxious to call, because I don't want to have to wait too long to get in. I just want someone to give me something that will help soon.
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