I took extra risperdal again last night (3rd night) & slept 7.5. I feel a lot more grounded today, slower thoughts, the lottery stuff is further in background, I've been able to focus at work so far. This is the best I've felt in over a week. I do feel compelled to work on project when I get home,. But will limit it to 1 full hour. Thank you all for support. I do think I've been manic and also that there is some validity to the project. I do have some insight now that I might not have necessarily been chosen by the universe to hit jackpot & start a foundation. I do not have the mania buzz today anywhere like I had been. I did yesterday. And channeled into a very clean house. ��. I am still calling MD & trying to been seen sooner than nx appointment