Going back to work after 2 weeks off. As always, am anxious about it. I'm doing a swing shift (in a hospital) and hope I'm able to stay awake til 11:30pm. I just hope one of these days I don't get so anxious, it's in large part because of my s**t memory, so I make mistakes I shouldn't and then am really hard on myself.

All I can do is the best I can, this is what I keep telling myself. I also need to find a T near me (not an easy feat because I live in an isolated area) to help me with it, I'm just afraid of missing more work and they won't take my Obamacare insurance which many docs around here don't. On the other hand I know these are just excuses...