i hope you stick around, i wish i could talk more but im pretty incapacitated currently for some reason...
i don't even leave the house
can't talk to people because i dont know what im saying usually, and i dont want people to hear the stuff going through my head anyway - i dont even want to hear it most of the time and try to turn it off but ... seems to just cause alot of frustration..

going to school is challenging, and i commend you for that because i really would like to go back one day... hopefully... maybe... if im ever able to not be afraid

having kids is a challenge too... so combining everything you are dealing with, you're just an amazing person that is showing resounding courage and drive...

i totally understand you though.. just hope that the lack of response and stuff here will not make you stop talking, i mean.. i would post alot more but i really can't think or focus

many hugs...