I have come to the concluetion that he doesn't love me. I believe he cares for me ,but not in love with me. I am having his baby I think thats why he is staying ,but at the same time keeps me at a distance, he does what he wants to do, I do not come first in his life. I can't blame him I don't love me either, I don't even like myself . He is getting a house ,but I have decided that I am staying here. If I was to go with him & when he tells me it's over I wouldn't have a home to come back to it would be gone. Anyway he's better off with out me all I do is make his life harder then it has to be.