Last night I had a very strange dream. i dunno how to put but I'll give it a go, first all I'm a guy so this dreamm really freaked me out, ok in the dream I was a women now for to be a women in a dream was starnge enough, what got me was that in the dream I got raped but being a guy in a womens body it was like HAHA what u trying to do, so I fought back I scratched, I kicjed but thisd guy wouldn't get off no matter what I did he wouldn't get off, after awhile he eventually put a pillow over my face to smother me he thought I was out but I was awake dfuring the whole thing, after he was done raping me the dream skipped back to me being a guy at my own house but what was even stranger was the fact that as a guy again I still felt it felt him inside of me, I felt ashamed, I felt guilt, I felt loniless, I felt anger and I felt fear, even now being awake I stll feel like it, and in the dream I even went to this guys house and as a guy I still felt scared to be around him even though I know I could %#@&#! him up for doing what he did. Now I have never been raped in real life nor have I ever raped any1 so this drwam really did do a number on me and please in understand that I in no way know what it really feels like to be raped nor do I pretend too, I'm just looking for an interprutatyionb of the dream or mayb sum answers to why I would dream such a vile act beging done to me. Please I am reaslly freaked out about this.
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