I know nobody is reading this but it feels like I'll stick to it better if I put it in writing...
I bought 5 subs today. I'm keeping one and giving rest to my bf to hide (trust me he's a good hider lol). First im starting out with a quarter every other day. Then the next sub, a quarter every two days. Next sub, an 8th every two days. Next sub, an 8th every three days. The final sub, go as many days I can without and when I get full on sick, sweats, shakes, the shits[emoji16], I'll take an 8th. I'll do that until that final sub is gone. Then I'm going to my dr (who happens to be a experienced Suboxone dr), and get meds to help me through withdrawal. Who knows, maybe at that point I won't even go through withdraw! But I know I'll definitely need requip for restless leg because that is THEE worst! No wait, the cold sweats are the worst. Im already prescribed seroquel and Klonopin and have a few trazadone so I'll be hoarding those for this wild ride! If I do go through WD by the time in out of sub, I will make a journal type post on here for support to help me through. I really need you guys here when im sick. I've done his before but gave in every time. My bro asked to buy a few off me and I said no because I'm done after this and I need these last subs.
Wish me luck guys!!
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