Okay...being like mtf in mind...I see my body as female with male parts.

I mean, my legs are shaven smooth (defur), I wear short shorts, have toe rings and anklets and polish, then I have this penis thing, then bracelets with finger nails and polish...no breasts , then after the neck it gets gross.

At work we have to wear their uniform, but on the weekends, it's like I get to be free to be me...but also realizing that being seen being me can get me fired (for something other than the truth).

This is all so new to me that, my head is reeling as to where I can push it and hold back.

Of course it doesn't help none having the Others run their mouth off.

So, is it like what I see like delusional off of reality, or is it my reality? Kinda confused.

Note: the guys love it. Go figure.