Thanks Michelea and Notz,

Day 19 today.

Notz, lists don't really work for me. But I know I need to build routine, so that's something I'm working on. Will be glad to get back to work, but for now job hunting's on hold, until I get through rehab in July or August. Right now I'm just trying to focus on sobriety.

Had a good day yesterday, got all my errands run and went to my drop in group at Branson. I got all weepy and cried in group but that's ok.

I have to laugh, like any good alcoholic, I want instant gratification, so I want to be through the healing process and six months sober by tomorrow, but I know that's not going to happen, so I have to give my brain a chance to heal.