OMG, total freak out today. First of all, I called out sick yesterday because I was just too depressed to work and my meds had made me very sloth-like in the morning...anyways...After I got to work this morning, and had been running late and feeling like **** still, I got a notification from my bank that I was below my balance...So I had to go through all these phone calls with my bank to find out that a levy had been put on my account because I hadn't paid taxes to the State of Wisconsin back from when I won a trip to go there a few years ago. Fortunately, I can afford it, everything is going to be fine...but it was scary as FFFF for a minute there. So now I'm quite wound up and ready to cry just because this whole mess.

It's my own fault, I know, no one needs to point that out, but this is what depression does to you. Makes you incapable of even taking care of your own bills. Maybe I shoulda let my dad become the conservator of my accounts...No, I know I was right in not doing that, but definitely I need to take my control over my finances... Sheesh.

So now I'm definitely awake. Anyone else?

Seesaw