I've been away from here for a while. I had finally felt that I was able to cope with day to day events and not feel like I was about to drown in these emotions I had no control of.

I feel like at the moment things aren't going so well. I'm really struggling financially, my weight is creeping up despite me making a concerted effort to be healthy and not eat rubbish and wok is getting on top of me.

I know I can call on my friends if I need them (I've even managed to make 2 new ones recently which is amazing in itself) but I don't feel like I'm that bad yet. I just feel really weird. Like I know that I'm not where I was before and now I'm worried in case it spirals out of control.

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