I was just looking at a paper that I need to fill in, that's too complicated for my situation, it involves a bit of money, a medical bill to be specific. It's probably unavoidable that I'll be making a scene at the hospital over payment, I'm confident that I won't get too mad unreasonably. Well, I could be facing a stupidity of anyone out there, I'll still need to hold myself in any situation that may arise. Although it's a bit difficult for me right now to remember the purpose of this mission, (it won't be an experiment, experience! there's a huge difference.), I'm holding myself together pretty well considering, I just feel that I can't do overly wrong because all the proof I need is within my heart. I'm brewing my coffee and I'm really pressed for time. Ahhh, I need a focusin pill.

ETA: I guess I was a bit too vague in this post. This'll only be the second time I'm seeing this kinda doctor, he seems to be a jack of all trades, from other place, a sleep study specialist? Y'know, this hospital I'm vising have this pictures of optic topography explaining what MI lights up which part of brain, all neatly displayed, so I'm not trusting 'em at all. I have a bit of sleep issues, so I'm gonna ask that. The point is, what am I really paying for? My goal is to get some kinda diagnosis out of this mission, I'll be needing that to continue onto the other mission. This hospital is run by this prefectural government(is this a word?), it's the biggest in my area. I'm checking the system, so other's won't be taking advantage of? Meh, that's not exactly whatever this is. Private practices, yeah, I can't say anything about them even if they suck and drug people who won't be really needing them. How much "informed" consent would I get, if I opt for their psychopharmacological treatment? Furthermore, do they offer supplemental option like psychotherapy? I just have questions for the quote unquote, the mental health care system!!! Call me what you want, I'll be the grandest asshole 4 YOU today. (No worries, you just go about your business, come home safe, make your family happy and all that. Family obligation is the most important things in my book for you, not me. Talking too much just like yesterday at the barber...I complimented him! )