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Old Jun 14, 2016, 05:18 PM
TheSadBarista TheSadBarista is offline
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I feel like life is happening to everyone around me, but not me? Like everyone else is living and I'm just existing? What do I do?

I just figured this out recently. It only makes sense to me because I've always felt that there was a barrier between me and everything normal. Relationships, friendships, school, work, LIVING, all don't seem like anything I could do. I always struggled with school and taking anything seriously because it doesn't feel like real life so what so what is the point. I can't even find out my major. But if another person was getting a job and working for good grades, that's all perfectly normal because that is life and that's what people do. I could never imagine myself being in a relationship but when friends get them I understand because that's normal that is what people do. And then, I feel jealous, because I can't live or even be normal like friends and family are because of this imaginary barrier that blocks me from living. I feel like I'm floating through life while everyone is actually living.

I know that was a lot to read but I'm so confused by all this and trying to understand it all. I don't know what to do or if I should tell my friends or family. If anyone has any idea what this could be or what to do, that'd be so great. Thank you so much for any help at all.
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