Don't rule out general practitioners. As medical doctors they are allowed to prescribe all meds including psychiatric. Whenever you call someone, ask them to refer you to someone else if they can't see you soon. This way your list of options will expand. I feel that putting someone on 40+ meds is a problem in and of itself. I am not a doctor so it's not my professional opinion but it just doesn't make any sense to me not to mention the dangers of all those drugs interactions. I'd seriously question the competence and the ethics of your previous doctors who put you on so many drugs.